Lately, a lot of things have been confusing for me. I am at a place where I am trying to find myself and find where I really am, what I want to do, what my beliefs and values are, where I stand in society amongst other things. It gets tough sometimes because you think you know something and then find out its a lie or something happens to contradict it. It's in those times when I think of God. He is the only one that I can really hold on to. A few days ago I purchased (well, my mom did anyway) one of Reubens Morgan's solo albums called World Through Your Eyes. It is an amazing album with great songs that help me worship God. Reuben Morgan has written a lot of the finest worship songs like "My Redeemer Lives" and "I Give You My Heart." But there is one song that he wrote called "In Over My Head" which is a new song (relatively) and it describes my situation perfectly.
In Over My Head
by Reuben Morgan
The world is all changing
I can't believe my own eyes
The moment I think
I've figured it out
I am flawed
I'm not so sure
Of myself this time
I'm in over my head
And all I have is you now
I'm in over my ehad
And all I am is holding on to you
I can't see the way now
But this one thing I know
When everything's changing
You're still closer than a friend
And so I will bow
And my heart will trust
I'm in over my head
And all I have is you now
I'm in over my head
And all I am is holding on to you
I'll never let you go
I'm in over my head
And all I am is you now
I'm in over my head
And all I have, all I have
Is holding on to you
peace out for now!
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Hey,
I'd say I know what you're going through and that everything will get better soon, but the problem is that I dont know what's wrong. Nevertheless, I hope that everything will work out for you and that it gets better soon, and I'm sure that it will. If you ever want to talk about it, I'll be there. I know you dont know me that well yet, and neither do I know you very well, but I'm a good listener and maybe I can even help you somehow.
There's a nice poem I found about hope... It's in German so I'll try my best to translate it for you..
Hope
You ask yourself what it is
I'll tell you
Make it clear to you
Hope
What I needed
To survive
Hope
What always had in me
Even though I searched for it
I needed hope
To get over my sorrows
The sorrows due to him
The sorrows due to my loneliness
The lovesickness
I needed hope
To see my life differently
The life that I wanted to end
The life that I didnt want to have
The seemingly senseless life
I needed hope
To process my past
The past that destroyed so much
The past that made me fall into pieces
The abused past
Hope
I used it
It was there for me
Hope
Is Jesus
I hope you like it.. Have hope, be patient. Everything will be great, I promise.
marina <3
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