The first few minutes of 2007.....
I really wanted them to feel good and festive...but no, all I felt was a sudden sadness because my mother and my sister were fighting again. As I heard their heated conversation I started to wonder wether I should have been born or not...
On a day as important as this one, things feel monotonous and very sad. Not only because of a simple fight but because my entire world could crumble down in days if this continues.
Unfortunately I cannot share much on a blog because its pretty public, but if you are out there and you feel like praying for a hopeless 14-year-old, go ahead, I would appreciate it.
Happy 07.
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Hey Guimel! ... I didn't think different about the new years change neither. I mean... it doesn't mean that life is like changing interruptly and goes into a better direction, does it?! Before New Years Eve, I wrote a song about it. Hah... it turned out to be quite negative and deppressive. But I don't care that much, since its how I felt at this point of time. Everybody left for the mountains,and they are having fun now, snowboarding and stuff... I wish I was there too BUT NO! I'm stuck here...and have to work again tomorrow...Ah... we should be optimistic :)I'm sure,there will be lots happening in '07, that will give us smiles and laughs and all positive kind of things:) I LOVE YOU
you are loved! <3
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